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The Hidden Wounds: Exploring Moral Injury in Combat Veterans




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Moral injury refers to social, psychological, emotional, and spiritual harm from a betrayal of one's core values. Values such as justice, fairness, and loyalty can be severely tried in a military setting. When an individual's conscience or moral compass is compromised it can feel like a betrayal of oneself. Harming others, even in combat can wound a person's conscience. Being let down by leaders, especially in combat, can also cause deep wounds. These experiences can lead to intense feelings of anger, guilt, shame, and betrayal and have a strong negative effect on one's sense of self and integrity. It also colors one's worldview and the ability to trust others.



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Most of the research aimed at understanding moral injury has focused on military personnel and Veterans, as the unique nature of war and combat often puts them in situations that challenge the fundamental values and principles upheld in civilian life. The concept of moral injury covers a range of psychological, emotional, and spiritual distress that is felt when individuals have to deal with actions or events that conflict with their moral beliefs. This can lead to feelings of guilt, shame, and betrayal.



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One of the most significant causes of moral injury in a wartime setting is the act of killing or injuring others. Soldiers may find themselves in situations where they must make split-second decisions that result in the loss of life, leading to intense feelings of remorse and internal conflict. The role of military officers can also be filled with ethical dilemmas, especially when their decisions impact the welfare or survival of those in their command, or of civilians.




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Medics and healthcare providers in combat zones sometimes face the sad reality of being unable to treat all the wounded because of limited resources or overwhelming circumstances. These are individuals who trained to save lives and living with the knowledge that their skills and training were not enough to prevent suffering, or death can be extremely difficult. This, along with witnessing acts of violence they are helpless to stop, further deepens their sense of sadness and moral distress.



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Then there are times when service members may freeze or in some way fail to perform their duties during dangerous or traumatic situations. Falling asleep on patrol or hesitating in critical moments can lead to feelings of cowardice or betrayal of their comrades, and this can intensify their internal struggle with self-worth and moral integrity.


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Individuals suffering from post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) frequently grapple with a profound sense of moral injury, feeling as though their very essence has been compromised by the traumatic events they endured. This burden leaves them struggling to restore their confidence in their own inherent goodness. They may experience a form of spiritual isolation, resembling solitary confinement, which separates them from the world around them. Moral injury is destressing both psychologically and emotionally. This can lead to mental health issues including depression and an increased risk of suicide. There is often a profound sense of loss and disconnection, preventing them from leading fulfilling and healthy lives as the internal conflict is difficult to resolve. As they reflect on their past experiences, they may perceive themselves as standing behind an insurmountable barrier, watching life continue on for others while feeling estranged from that normalcy.



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Communication becomes a daunting challenge for these individuals, especially when trying to convey their struggles to those who never faced such harsh realities. The contrast between their experiences and the lives of civilians can lead to feelings of resentment towards those who remain unscathed by the horrors of the world. This resentment stems from the perception that civilians are blissfully ignorant of the harsh truths that the veterans have encountered, further isolating them in their internal battles. The struggle to bridge this divide often exacerbates their feelings of alienation and despair, intensifying the impact of their experiences on their psychological well-being.



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The consequences of moral injury affect more than just the individual; they ripple through personal relationships, can disrupt the family unit, and even carry over into the community. Communication and connection among those affected are often weakened.



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In summary, the exploration of moral injury within military contexts reveals the complexity of ethical dilemmas and psychological consequences that can profoundly affect service members and Veterans. As research continues, it becomes increasingly obvious that addressing moral injury is vitally important for those who have served, as well for their families and the wider community.



For further insight into the challenges experienced by combat veterans in their daily lives read Illuminating Perspectives: Gaining Insight into a Combat Veteran's Journey.


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